Quick post- Why am I so whiny and depressed today?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! =D I luv u.

So today is my dads birthday and we went out to eat for lunch, we were all so full from lunch we didn't eat supper till 10! So it was a interesting day..But I won't lie, For some reason I feel it would be that much better if we could of watched Dr.who or Dexter! Ugggh..

So when talking about what we will do tomorrow for my parents anniversary my dad comes down and says "Well, We could go see medivel times..I'm like 2 clicks away from buying tickets" Then he told us how much it is..Which now I'm stressing about since they already paid alot of money for the gorillaz concert and we really need to redo the bathroom..But he did buy them(Mom said it was okay) So now I'm worrying about money YET again! But I'm also much to full from fries..

Alright, I know it sounds like I'm complaining about getting stuff, I just worry about money way to much and I can't talk about this to anyone else..It's just nice to be able to speak whats on my mind.

I can't tell if I liked today or not, My self esteme kinda sucked today and I'm just kinda depressed for some reason, Hopefully my mood will get better so I can enjoy medivel times(like I would any other day) Without biting my nails or feeling crapy about my self(Uggh stupid self esteme!!!)

Sorry, I was gonna make this blog about how awesome today was..I just don't feel myself and I hate myself for it. =/

Maybe I'm just sad that Allie will be gone for 2 weeks. =P (Love you Allie!!! I'll miss you!)