THIS LINE WAS WRITTEN ON THE LAST 12:02AM 2010 TIME THAT WILL EVER BE
THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME I'M UP PAST 12 IN 2010 WITH YOU GUYS
And this is why my year was awesome
and now I'm crying...

This year has been...Amazing!
Best year of my life. :) And I can really really say with all my heart it's because of you guys.

I'm gonna steal Nikki's idea and list all the things I did this year! THOUGH IT SHALL NOT BE AS GOOD!

-Went to philly for the second time in my life
-Had friends(From Philly) vist our house and stay for(The best) birthday ever
-Found out about wrock and ALL CAPS
-Had a birthday video made for me that made my year
-Had a birthday SHOUTOUT from Wrockers and DFTBA artists
-Got into Harry Potter even more
-Found out about nerdfighters
-Found out about the HPA
-Visted a lot of new places
-Found out about tumblr and started twitter
-Became a Marauder
-Met Allie IRL twice
-Started Violin!
-Gained self-esteme
-Went to my first concert ever
-Lost family members
-Learned how to knit
-Went to a medievel festival
-Found out what I wanna do with my life
-Learned more about myself and became....Happy
-Learned so-so-so much
-DOCTOR WHO
-Saw my brother grow up and also become happy
-I found out how lucky I am and how to be happy
-Went biking again
-Had my hair grow long
-Made my first youtube videos
-Did BEDA
-Got a onesie
-Failed NaNoWriMo
-Did P4A for the first time
-Had the best year ever

I can't remember everything..so much happend.
AND reading Kimmie's and Nikki's I feel very failish..but this is me.

I know it might seem lame but the best part of this year was you guys
You showed me nerdfighters
and all these things that have made me a better person.
YOU CHANGED MY LIFE
NEXT YEAR WILL BE AMAZING BECAUSE IT'S STARTING WITH YOU
We are this collab channel monday and yes I am so scared but excited to see what this
brings.

I love you guys
I love you so much
Thank you for this year
Because I'm happy I am so so so happy
I won't miss out on life anymore because I don't think I'm "doing it right" or I'm
to ugly or stupid
Whenever I wanna do something new I can raise my head high and become who I wanna be
Because of you people
Guys you changed my life. :)
I'm so happy and the reason this blog isn't giant or amazing like Nikki's and Kimmie's is because everytime I tried writting about how this year has changed me
or how you guys have made my year I start crying :P No more blogs at midnight, right?

SO GOODBYE 2010
I WILL MISS YOU
BUT I'M SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT THIS YEAR HOLDS
WHO WILL I MEET?
WHAT WILL I DO?
WHERE WILL I GO?
WHEN WILL I SEE ANY OF YOU IN RL?

Thanks you guys. :)

A couple of days off

Hey guys! Please excuse any horrible*and lack of* spelling/grammar you encounter in this post(It's very late at night!)

So for the past couple weeks I've been spending less and less time on the computer- well uhh more like I've just been staring at tumblr and then sleeping for most of the
day when I could be doing importent internet things, I'm not really sure why I've
been abit off for these past couple weeks but I'm really starting to notice how this is effecting my Rl self/internet self. I'm not doing as much stuff online and I've just been.....I don't wanna say 'depressed' or anything because it seems much to
dramatic. I think the better words would be in a slump or just out of it.
SO ANYWAYS ON TO LA POINT
since it's near christmas and there are like 100000things I should be doing (HPA,P4A,Collab channel, and RL things) I'm going to be taking 3days off the internet so I can work a little on all of these
yes 3days off the internet, you heard me.

So this is why I'm making this blog post! To let you guys know that I'm not turning my computer on for 3days and I'm not going anywhere near - skype, facebook, twitter, tumblr, well just ANYTHING internety (even youtube..)
please don't think this is a dramatic thing! I just need a couple of days to get my
brain working so I can be in these things 100%! I love you guys so much but I just need these couple days off <3

I'll be on a tiny bit sunday(Just so I can make sure of a couple of things) but then I won't be on till wednesday night or thursday afternoon*or night*.
when I'm back I'll get talking with you guys about the collab channel for real and do my channel intro video, I really just need these days off.

I love you guys SOOOO much! <3 See you soon.

Last day of Beda...

Last day of BEDA *Sigh* I'm slightly proud of myself that I had one
everyday but more upset that I 1) Didn't write my own blogs sometimes
2) Most of my blogs included how tired I was and they were very short
3) Just plained sucked!


So August was interesting, I started violin..Met Allie, Found out
friends were comeing over for my birthday and did alot of cool
stuff outside, Read many amazing books and did this thing that
now when I think back some nights I just wanted to go to bed
and not even write a blog about going to bed! This month I've gotten
into so many ideas and challenges and just had so much fun! I've
learned of so much new stuff and it's just been amazing! I really
am suprised at all thats happend and will be happing for the last
of this year(Fall is the most busy time of year for me), And
I'm so gratfull that I could have all these amazing people in my
life for this summer, Really I don't know what I would have done!

I hope you might of enjoyed my blogs, The ones you read and the ones
you wrote(Well, Some of you). And hopefully if I ever get the guts
the ones you will read, I've had so much fun reading all of yours
and watching all the VLOGS, And knowing that even though I failed
hard at it, I still did it.

=) Have a good september everyone!

Almost the last blog

Jessie is so cool that she let Justine write this.
Justine started and failed.

Today, I sang with Nikki and she didn't know.
But she apologized, so she's still amazing :)

Rebecca used her sonic screwdriver to fix "Don't Unplug me"

Preview of the fanfic:
"Melissa Anelli took a deep breath, and walked into the Wizarding World of Harry Potter."

Nikki's voice is in third place to Kate's and Emily's

Emily's voice is very nice.

She's British.

British is good.

I have an iPhone.

Nikki is good.

I like Nikki.

Allie's skype broke.

Bye.

Tiredness

I'm extremly tired and sad right now, So I'm just going to go read the uglies and pass out.

Have a wonderfull monday!

Not made by me, But I like it. :D

Jessie is awesome because she loves evilmj. She has offered to serve evilmj's every will And she's so cool.

Finishing this off fast!

I forgot about my blog!!! (Ugggh..)
I'm working on a idea for a opening and so I'm busy and just..today was a "blah" day a bad self esteme day..O.o Oh life..

That I fail at
Blah!

Random blog is random

So I herd you lik mudkips. This is sportar lol ol olo hahaha I madd a funny he messouge cuase I wat to mak u lul ha ha ha u guy Are the best thing that evar happond to me I love you I love sup cakes Ha I made a funny Do you like people that smell lik stuff that comes form places like askabanz lol I had a funny

^ Written by my super special bro

Sad and doing nothing day

Well, Like all of you may know Esther passed away today, It was so touching and heartbreaking to see all the twits videos and blogs for her, R.I.P

I think this all reminds us that we really do need to follow "DFTBA" and try to be the awesomest person we can be, I know I'm going to start being a better person and start doing all that I can because I have the chance to <3 I didn't know her, I didn't even know much about her but without her I would have no HPA, No Allie, No Skypechat and I would never be in the amazing place I am right now.

So thank you Esther, Thank your family and thanks everyone who can stand together when things like this happen, It shows how close Nerdfighters still are and how gratfull we are to have this.

I love all of you guys so much. <3

Ps- I'm missing Allie, But where is Justine? Is she okay?

Life and stuff

So today I spent the whole day in the truck with my dad(Most likely why I've not been on skype for 2nights) And I was thinking up ideas for a opening and icon(And I think I found one)

So when I got home I was freaked to find all this stuff out about esther being in the hospital, Now I've never watched a Esther video(Only vlogbrother ones) Or read a blog or knew she did that tumblr page, I never even got to see her getting the check for HPAFTW, So I'm not going to act like I've known all about her

But for some reason when I was reading all this twitters about her I freaked out,
Because I noticed that without Esther I'd never found out about HPA and got into nerdfighters! I'd have never met all of you guys!(Or Allie in real life) Without this girl I don't know what my summer would have been like!

Yes, I know I'm talking alot about myself again..But I guess what I'm saying is that I hope to god Esther gets better, I know myself and I'm sure alot of people owe this girl so much and she really does seem like a amazing person, To be so positive and everyone whos so supportive is also amazing. <3

Good luck Esther, I hope to god you get better.

Not that any of you are reading this...

I'm so tired right now, I know! I say that everynight but right now it's so true! I Was suppost to work on a icon and background today but thats going to have to wait till tomorrow night or wednesday, Friday is going to be crazy...

More plans are being made, We got our venders card things for a festival today, And I'm saving my money up for the festivals as well!

I finished reading the hunger games today, I was suprised at how much I liked them, IO finished the book in less then 2 days!(Which, Is not horrible...) And I really wanted to buy catching fire but I don't have the money and I have it on hold at the libary(Rarhgha), It's funny how everyone is talking about mockingjay today and I'm just begining the series. xD oh slow slow me..

The one reason this is done so late and I'm so tired is that I went shopping with some friends today, That was crazy and I had fun. :)

I hate how I'm so failtastic at this, I say I'm doing BEDA and I want to make this interesting, Buy half my blogs are just me saying I'm tired! Everyone elses are so much better...

But I want to finish this..I just want to.

Sleepy...

I'm so tired yet again,
I know! Write blogs in the
afternoon, But I always
forget! I'm tired
and still watching AVPS..

This is going to be another
short blog since I'm so
tired and mad..

Better blog tomorrow?
I hope so..

Another short blog - tiredness

Alright, I'm so tired right now and
...Yeah, I know I know "Why even do BEDA
if you were going to be all crappy about it?)
Well..I'm tired and it was a busy day so
forgive me!

I'm rewatchin AVPS
and reading the hunger games right now
(3 out of 35 books!) And thinking about
the kind of story I want to do for
nanowrimo and thinking about all
that stuff..

Sleepyness
eyes closing
*passes out*

Missing the Allie - week one

ALLO GUYS! Thats right! It's me writing
my own blog..Ohh I've been bad....

I've not been busy these past days(less
busy then I was this last weekend)
People just decided to write my blogs
for me! I know whaaat?

So, I guess I'll update you all on my
life since it is so super awesome interesting!
(You don't have to read this, It's just
me saying what I did this week and stuffs..)

So this past weekend was my parents
birthday/anniversary! Big week!

We went out to eat on the saturday(We ended
up going out to eat AGAIN that night but at 10..
My family is weird). My father came down
that night and said "Well, Since we can't
figure out what to do with our Anniversary why
don't we go to medieval times) Which of course
freaked me out and I was slightly scared
when my mom said yes to it, But I let my
feelings not bother me and went on with
the day.

Sunday was family pictures(The tree
we took them at looked like the whomping
willow! It was awesome!) And then that
afternoon we had got ready to travel
to toronto(Which- Didn't take long to
get to 0.o) And let me just say this
MEDIEVAL TIMES IS AWESOMEEEE!!!

My brother even wrote the crown hat things
(We were on team red) We got front row
seats and the food was great, The show
was awesome and it was just..Fun!..Yay!!
(My parents got knighted since they are
nerdly like that, My mom said it was better
then re-doing their vows!)

Monday was the day of nothingness and sleep

Tuesday was my moms birthday, We got her
a cake and Dexter season 4 FINALY came out
on DvD so we could watch it!..Yes we are on
the last episode..

Wednesday was another day of passoutness

Thursday was crazy, I was freaking out
about my violin and we had to do TONS of
shopping(I got my hair cut as well..YAY
bangs!) But Violin went all right!

Which leads me to the subject of this, I just
started playing violin like a month ago
and I do injoy playing it, But I'm afraid
it's a waste and that I should not be
making my parents spend all this money on
me for lessons...Do I like it? Yes! But
I'm worried that I'll drop out and quit
like everything I do..So I feel like I should
show all these people wrong who are waiting for
me to fail(Friends,Family..Not online people WHO
ARE AWESOME!!)
Ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble..

I also orderd 5 books from the libary and
picked 2 up thursday(A maureen Johnson book and
the hunger games) So my book reading thing
is starting to work! Haha!

And so now it's friday, I did alot today
for me..I was so tired and just getting
ready to write my blog at 6 when my friend
called and asked if I wanted to go bike
riding, Now of course being the person
I am who loves doing stuff I said yes
and got all my bike stuff ready, So she
called back with times and we went off
to Dairy queen(Yummy yum yum) Now,
When you've already done exercie(Alot of it)
today IT WILL KILL YOU to ride that bike
And my feet REALLY hurt right now..owwwzy.

So this is good, I've 1.Written my own blog
2. Said all the stuff I did this week
so I can go on to other things
3. Made you read about my life! Mwhahaha!

Oh..And can I tell you how much I miss
Allie? I'd have blogged about it sooner
but..some people HAD to blog for me!(It's
not my fault Aslack told you to..)
But I really do miss her!! And I'm going
to work really hard this week on that project..
(Once people find out..) And yeah, I really
miss her in a non-creepy way. xD


Also today my brother said something about
a Nun and I kinda freaked..

And I saw a Harry Potter birthday sing-song
card at wal-mart, Now since I'm new
to this Harry potter obsesson and you
hardly see harry Potter stuff around here
anymore, I kinda freaked and said thats what
I want for my birthday...yeah.

Alright, This was a long-telling blog
that I've been needing to do for awhile,
I'll make this week a awesome blog week!
=D <3 and <3's

Yeah...What I said yesterday was a lie! But tomorrow..

For my BEDA today, I'm going to write a lovely story. Just a short story.


"So Maureen/Man made up with each other, and apologized. Even though Maureen did absolutely nothing. She was just wearing a plain dress and wandering around to clear her mind, when this man entered the threshold. Maureen had already entered and was standing quite close to the door.


He proceeded to hum, while staring up at the ceiling. Maureen was just reading up on her @ replies on Twitter, when she just caught a glimpse of the man tripping, and she just dropped her phone and shrieked as she was completely crushed by the man's entire weight on her. The man apologized a million times over, as Maureen was smoothing her hair back down. Maureen apologized too, as she picked up her iPhone, and put it in the pocket in her dress. Yes, the dress she was wearing had pockets, which she thought was way cool, after seeing "The Runaway Bride" special of Doctor Who.


They both repeated apologies once more, and went their separate ways. Maureen rushed away onto the elevator, pushed her floor number, and immediately took out her phone to tweet about what happened and to answer her daily "4 questions." She got a question "Are you in loooove?" obviously suffering to her and the man that just... Fell on top of her. "PSHH!" she said out loud, as she answered the question by describing exactly what occurred. She'd been getting a lot of these questions all over lately. ESPECIALLY on Twitter. Questions asking if she's married and such. Gah. She didn't mind that much, but still, it was the slightest bit annoying.


She got off the elevator, quickly stashed her iPhone into her pocket, and rushed off to the meeting.



Throughout the meeting, Maureen's mind just wasn't there. She wasn't sure what exactly was going on in her mind, but she couldn't concentrate, and she just kept squirming in her seat. It was just instant relief when the meeting was over. She flew towards the elevator, ran out the doors to the building, and sprinted towards the subway entrance. The train is just an amazing way to clear your thoughts while feeling like you're having an adventure. Just, without Twitter access. The train's just something she loves."


I got yelled at by my violin teacher for talking to my friendz. But I love my friendz and my violin teacher is not my friendz, so I was liek "YOU'RE FIRED, TEACHER!" and walked out, feeling like I was Arthur the aardvark. I felt in control. I felt like a woMAN who eats rocks and protien shakes and falcon eggs.



When I meet Kate (I was thinking about this all day), I realized I'm going to scream like a maniac and just throw my arms around that woman. She said she hates EST, but that's ok, because she is boss, and whatever she says ever is wonderful.



Her voice is beautiful. It makes me want to throw a parade.



Emily's accent is beautiful too. It makes me want to throw a dance party.



I like discos.



We have something that Voldemort doesn't have. Noses.



Taekia is Scottish.

*Jessie will be back tomorrow with a awesome blog, But for now you just have to deal with Ali..

HA! You thought that you got rif of me after that last blog huh? Well, you were WRONG! It seems that while I completely FAIL at writing my own blog I can actually write other people's with no problem... once again my procrastination skillzzz have left me with 10 minutes to write this, so please excuse the suckiness.

Today I got to hear Andrew Slack's lovely voice for the first time since hpaftw! In case you hadn't guessed, I was pretty freaking excited about this! Good times were had in the livestream. Aslack explained the whole Google/Verizon situation with liberal use of finger/hand people thingys? I sort of had a flashback to AVPM when Ginny is making her hands talk to each other... yeah. So basically Google and America were dating, but then Google decided to leave America for Verizon and said "Hey Verizon, let's make out in front of America!" (which they did) and now Google and Verizon are dating... and they're going to have (evil) babies.

We also had the lovely experience of the reaction of Aslack to a marauder inside joke. Somehow we got on the Voldemort topic and so OF COURSE Justine and I had to make it known that Voldy is our daddy! Well Aslack saw what I said and he was like "Ali, Voldy is your daddy?! Well that's a weird thing to say..." I LOL'd, literally :)

Speaking of Justine... how does she know everyone?! I mean I knew she was a kreeper but... hahaha Oh yeah! And Justine and I bowed down to Taekia :) She felt that she didn't deserve our praise, but Aslack backed us up :) I believe that I speak for all of us when I say that just having Aslack say one of our names/usernames is an honor. It is so awesome that he just talks to us... it's kind of surreal actually :) (pssstttt and he said he loved Justine, JEALOUS!)

"written with love by Ali"

Happy birthday mum!

Hi this is Ali. Jessie is lazy (and tasty) so I am writing her blog for her instead. So today I was stressing (as usual) about boys, well one, (not so usual. Also, I haven't been on (Skype) in a while sooooo yeah I hadn't talkked to Jessie in a while so I missed her :( And so I started freaking out, first because I was excited to talk to Jessie... I believe my reaction was JJJJEEEEESSSSSIIIIIIEEEEEE!!!!!! and then because of the aforementioned boy. Well Jessie helped me out with that cause she's awesome and stuff :) Although in the end I'm still TEAM DRAGON! all the way! But anyway, Jessie lives in Canada... which basically makes her awesome even without knowing her. And then when you do know her she is so sweet and funny and basically even MORE awesome! And she is tasty... I like to NOM NOM NOM her :) She doesn't exactly like it when I nom her BUT it is her own fault for being so darn tasty! Jessie is also very handy to have around when you want some cereal because she usually has some that you can steal! And trust me... I steal it! She is pretty much an awesome Jigglypuff with her listening to you and giving advice and being nice and general awesomeness! I have 2 minutes left or else I would write more, but basically... I LOVE JESSIE!!!

This has been your daily (well just one day actually) I LOVE JESSIE BLOG written by Alison Elizabeth Hermy Mathews

P.S. Jessie also loves ice cream, cause come on who doesn't?

P.P.S. So does Silvia... and so do I! My favorite flavor is mint chocolate chip :) NOM NOM NOM

Oh right! I'm still doing this bloggy thingy!

I'm so bad! I'm suppost to do this BEDA thing epicly and I suck at it! Hello...Is anyone reading this lonely blog?

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/photo.php?pid=31118663&o=all&op=1&view=all&subj=123277517720271&aid=-1&id=1357819123

The Justine meme - Emily wrote it and I added the pictures. xD

Better blogs later? I hope so..I'm failing so hard! Don't you sometimes wish you were as awesome as Nikki or Justine?

Another quick post

I'm tired from a long day so I need to finish this fast!

So today I got up early and showerd and did all the fun stuff, We took pictures at the place my parents got there wedding photos done, After that we went to medival times and had SO MUCH FUN! It was awesome! They also announced our parents anniversary. So it was all fun and a good day (I feel much better about today then yesterday)

Love you guys! =D

Quick post- Why am I so whiny and depressed today?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! =D I luv u.

So today is my dads birthday and we went out to eat for lunch, we were all so full from lunch we didn't eat supper till 10! So it was a interesting day..But I won't lie, For some reason I feel it would be that much better if we could of watched Dr.who or Dexter! Ugggh..

So when talking about what we will do tomorrow for my parents anniversary my dad comes down and says "Well, We could go see medivel times..I'm like 2 clicks away from buying tickets" Then he told us how much it is..Which now I'm stressing about since they already paid alot of money for the gorillaz concert and we really need to redo the bathroom..But he did buy them(Mom said it was okay) So now I'm worrying about money YET again! But I'm also much to full from fries..

Alright, I know it sounds like I'm complaining about getting stuff, I just worry about money way to much and I can't talk about this to anyone else..It's just nice to be able to speak whats on my mind.

I can't tell if I liked today or not, My self esteme kinda sucked today and I'm just kinda depressed for some reason, Hopefully my mood will get better so I can enjoy medivel times(like I would any other day) Without biting my nails or feeling crapy about my self(Uggh stupid self esteme!!!)

Sorry, I was gonna make this blog about how awesome today was..I just don't feel myself and I hate myself for it. =/

Maybe I'm just sad that Allie will be gone for 2 weeks. =P (Love you Allie!!! I'll miss you!)

Buffy & Gorillaz

So, Since I only have a like 20minutes to finish this, It's gonna be non-edited and just me typing into the little bloggy blog box..So yeah..

Can I tell you guys how much I love Buffy? Suprisingly I didn't start watching Buffy since I heard everyone talk about it, A friend of my started watching it and I said we should try it! With all the vampires and Wicca I thought it would be amazing..
AND IT WAS! I love Buffy so much! Yes, I have finished the whole series and watched every episode(And every episode of angle) And I just love it so much..I'm starting to rewatch the episodes on MM and I just feel so..Happy watching it like when I watched it on DVD, And yes this is a rambaly ram about Buffy so I'll stop now. =P

And that Gorillaz part in the name? Well for those who don't know(But I'm sure you do) Gorillaz is a band, One of my favorite bands(Next to ALL CAPS), And today..
MOM BOUGHT US TICKETS FOR OCTOBER FOR THERE ONLY TORONTO CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't believe how much they cost though..but I guess they are kinda a big band..
So I'm so excited for this!! October 14..october 14...I can't wait! So it's Gorillaz concert and WWoHP for the next year and nothing else. =P

So tomorrow I'll be somewhat busy tomorrow(With my dads birthday) And on sunday(Cleaning the whole house for a suprise, Since my parents will be out the whole day).
But I'll try to be on tomorrow night so I can see Allie off!(Cause in my own little way I somewhat love her.. <3)

But I love all you guys and see you tomorrow!!!!!!

Gorillaz- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6yantixZ5c&feature=channel (if anyone can tell me how to add links with the clicks..Thank you!! And I'll get back to commenting after this weekend, But I do watch/read all of your posts!!!

Sleepy..

I have not (Well Hardly) Been on skype chat all day, Which is kinda weird for me..
I slept in late and had to practice violin today..alot.

And now I'm writing this at 11:30 when I'm super tired, But I promised myself I'd do this so I am! I did miss talking to you guys today and I'll try to get on tomorrow, It's just hard since this whole weekend stuff is going on, It's my parents birthday's and Parents anniversary all weekand, So I'm just going to be busy, I feel bad since I've not read anyones blogs today and I'm never commenting anymore..T_T

So this just me saying that I've got alot comeing up(Fall-near fall is the busyest awesomeest time of the year for me) Since people might come vist, I can plans that involve the internet and I need to work on(But I'm so tired right now that it just seems like alot of work..BUT it will happen..I hope), And mom said she'll order to Gorillaz tickets tomorrow and that will be my first concert! Since I don't think we'll take ALL CAPS playing anywhere near here soon..And then this weekend and the festivals and...Crazyness ahhhh! Also now that my thursdays are being invaded by Violin lessons(Yay for new rented Violin that works and is awesome!)

Also I had a "blood" Slushie today (Aka Cherry slushie called blood slushie) And a weird type of Soda, So it was a okay day..

Hugs and love and thanks for reading my..Bloggy blog again! Also comment since when you do it makes me happy! =D And I'll get back to commenting...soon...And being on the skypeys and looking at my twitter since I've not checked it for 4days and now I'm scared..

NIGHT TROLL!(Seeing Allie in RL)

20minutes..I have 20minutes to finish this, I need to start writing this stuff sooner, WAIT I've said this like..200times before this..

ANYWAYS! So today I met Allie.

Thats right! We made plans to meet in Niagara falls like..a week ago, So yeah. =) We talked for about a hour and ahalf and just..hanged out, It was awesome yet weird since You'd think that never talking to someone(At least in RL) would be akward, But it's not...O.o It was just like talking to a friend I've seen a houndred times.
It was fun and yes, Allie is awesome in RL like she is online.

Oh and this is called night troll since thats what Allie called me when she saw me..She also bought me red vines which is almost all gone, And yeah..I'm tired. =)

So, As you can see today was awesome! Not only since I got to see Allie in person and hug her, But because when my brother and mother left to pick his friend up, I was alone at home(Waiting for dad) Eating redvines, In robes with my HP wand and watching Buffy..Yeah I felt awesome.

SO! Now I'm going to try to get sleep since I should have been practing Violin and I've..been neglecting that so alll tomorrow I'll be doing it.

Hugs and hugs! =D

Animals?

I won't lie, This BEDA is taking alot out of me(Even thought my
blogs have been less then...mediocre) I'm trying my best and I still
have 22days? To get better at this.

So since I don't wanna do what I did yesterday, I'm going to write
my blog about something I love alot...

My pets! =D Yes you may leave now.

So first up we have the oldest and awesomest old guy ever!

Bond!(The blonde one..)

Bond is 14 years old and I've had him since I was 1?
So I've had him for basicly ever! He is so sweet and has
never bit anyone, I love him so much and I know I'll cry more
for my dog then my grandfather(Cough) When my dog passes..
I love him so much and I'm scared everyday for this...Lets
just say I love this dog SO SO SO MUCH and he is so amazing.

Next up! Kane!(Black one)

We got Kane when he was 2years old, We were camping(Well we
were using a trailer at the time) And one morning(The morning after
my mom said we should get a new dog for Blondo), Kane walked into
our trailer! We thought it was the owners dog, so he just kinda
followed us around and we asked the owners of the park and
they said No! He was this old guys dog from across the lake
that came over all the time to vist the park, And was hardly
taken care of, So we got him!(After much fuss) And now he's been
our dog for..quite some while. O.o And yes I love him.

<3 If you read MWHAHA you've just wasted
much of your time on a horrible blog.

Shall I promise better later? Maybe it will happen maybe it will
not, but I believe I will get better at this ONCE I STOP
MAKING THEM AT 10!

I love you all...

Mwhahahaha..

"*giggles* I can not stop looking at the clock.." *Creepy and very serious at camera* " But I can look at you youtube.." *Goes back to normal talking*

I'm tired so so tired..Forgive me? I wrote about how awesome all of you are tomorrow so I get one kinda day off.

And I'm gonna go crazy tomorrow about how excited I am for weds and how I need to do Violin.

Oh god what is this thing...

Awesome people and awesome things going around doing awesome things
and I can't say how much awesome you guys are soo I'm just type-singinggg

(What?)

So right now I'm num numing on some cookies and my sheep is
nom noming on my head.

So what is todays blog about? YOU GUYS! Thats right this whole
blog is just gonna be shout outs to all you awesome lotsome
people on skype chat.

BE WARNED - What is said here will be 1.Bad spelling since I just
don't care but I'm talking about you so shhhh! 2.If I forget you
IT'S NOT THAT I DON'T LIKE YOU OR DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU, It's that
I'm tired and forgetfull and I love you. <3 And 3.What I say about
you might be creepy/random so but I just had like 8cookies so I
could have energy to write this blog and it be crazzzy!

Lets start shall we? (This is in random order and not how much
I love you, Since you all know Nikki would win).


Silvia- Is awesome, She deals with all us little chillins annoyinness
And talks with us, Alright! Silvia I don't know how to break down
your awesomeness but just trust me when I say it's there.

Also her turtle is just amazing.

OM NOM NOM NOM NOM


Brittany- Is awesome, Why? Her dancing that NOT ONLY goes back
in time but also magicaly makes me come out of my corner, She
Also is very funny and never ignores you.

Steph- Is awesome, I very much like Steph, She seems very smart
and just a really nice person! I'm sorry I know this "This is why
this person is awesome" Thing is not as...Personalized as the
others but it will be! I just need to get to know you more
and you are a really reallly awesome girl. =)

Justine- Alright..Justine is awesome,
But she already knows this so I'm going to use this to get
my feelings out about her(In a non-creepy way I hope..)
I won't lie, I sometimes feel like I'm talking to a well known
internet person when I talk to Justine, She seems to connected
to the HP fandom and I'm kinda scared to talk to her since I feel
like she'll judge me. O.o The fact she talks to me still confuses
me, Not saying Justine is better then everyone else she just seems
so..Internety and yeah. xD I know ^ that is a ramble and might
not make sense, And nobody get mad at me for it. =(

Ali- Is Awesome, Ali is just a really nice girl and very
funny and one of the first people I talked to on skype chat,
She'll always response to you and when you talk to her
you feel like she really cares what your saying. :)


Nikki- Is awesome, I do feel like you are super awesome Nikki! I don't just say it, everytime you log in I get excited like "Nikki!" I think I've always been that way. xD Just some people do that to me.

And Nikki, As someone who has seen your videos and your singing let me say ONE thing.

You are very..Very pretty, don't ever EVER think your not, I have so many self esteme issues (Why I cried when I read the comments) And when I look at you I just
see this really pretty girl who can sing very good(More I see you sing the better you get) And who has a wonderfull personailty and who I think will do great in life.

You are amazing.

Lori- I have not talked to Lori as long and much as the others,
But I do like her and think shes a kind and nice and cooks tarts
kind of person..

Emily- Is awesome, My first HP livestream was the one where they added Emily,
So I thought she was a bigshot british person who I would never speak
to, Then I asked how to get into skype chat on the livechat and she
responsed and I was all like "D= What?!?" And when I logged into
Skype chat? like 20 "Hello Jessie!"s came up! I was so excited
that people on the inter- Alright I'm sorry this isn't about how
awesome Emily is..Right it kinda is since she was the one who
brought me into this chat and..Just made my summer

Thank you Emily you amazing british person.

Mari- Is awesome. I've not talked to her as much as others, But
her video she made just showed me how awesome she is. <3

Arielle- Is awesome. Again, Not another person I've talked lots to! But
when I have talked to her she seems nice and caring. ^^

Kimmy- Is awesome. Awww Kim, we miss you so much in skype chat!
Kim is sweet and nice and..Is just amazing.

Kate- She is what kept me in the HPa, She is the awesome.

Twig- Is awesome. I do read all your twitter posts(I don't know why I thought
I should write that BUT I DID) You also enjoy orange soda, And I
quite like her. :)

I AM DONE! Sorry for this guys..It's all I could think of and
if I forgot you I'm sorry!

Night and see you tomorrow! And hope this might of made you
smile. :)

And Allie..

Allie-

...Allie is amazing

And when I mean amazing
I MEAN AMAZING!

Allie is so much like me and out of all the people on
skype chat I think she might be the closest to me(Not that I
don't love you all!) we've talked every single day for 3weeks
and we have so much in common and

Well to find a teenage girl who likes talking to me and
does not care that I'm..Me(Which is a evil awfull thing) Is
just amazing and shocking and makes me feel so happy, talking
to you everyday and not worrying about what I say and you
still listen is awesome and I know I sound super creepy or
strange but please understand this is just me trying to say
how awesome you are.

Allie, You've made my summer..You are a great person and dont
let people tell you other wise, Thank you.

Whats that doing up there...

< That will be explained later


Alright, This is going to be a short blog
since I am very tired and boring at the moment,
So I think I'll just write short(As not to be rambleydely
as thursday blog shows) And also I'm somewhat busy in my
mind.

So today has made me slightly
sad, Why?

1- I did NOTHING today, I stayed up
late up late last night..Stupid books and
goal I've made!

2- Then I looked up some depressing
stuff and had to go watch vlog brothers
videos(And saw that Hank had anime posters which
made my happy).

3- sugar crash from the box of cookies.

4- I read looking for Alaska and it gave me the sads. =(

So I put something on my head and took a picture and the
idea of posting it made me laugh, Also it's a sheep and Sheep
are like my favorite animal and it's a harvest moon stuffie. <3

So my next couple posts shall be short and I'll start
doing happyer things tomorrow after much needed sleep, And I'm also sorry
for my lack of comments on other peoples stuff.

And Allie, Finish that Rug.

Box of cookies

I can't believe I've written a blog and done this...I'm very surprised at myself. O.o
If I finish this I'll be all like "whoooh".

So, My blogs are very much lacking in quality since everytime I write them it's 11 and I'm super tired, So for now on I'm going to write my blogs before 8(I know crazy goal!) And hopefully they will turn out much-much better! I mean this is just me getting used to doing this everyday blog thing! I have 3more weeks.

. . .So what am I going to talk about?

A BOX OF COOKIES!!!

Alright, So my dad came home from work today with a giant box of cookies, He got them from the bakery for only 6dollers(No, They are not posion cookies..),
Now I am kinda mad at him! I know what you guys are saying "Your dad brought home a box of cookies AND YOU ARE MAD AT HIM?" Well, I'm just trying to eat abit better and when someone brings home a box of cookies..Well all things like that just go to hell!
Maybe you guys can help me not eat these cookies, I could really use that support. =P (NO really I'm cereal)


so yeah...This is the biggest part of my day(Other then getting looking for alaska!)

So heres my promise to all of you still reading my BEDA,

I will get better grammer

I will get better spelling

I will not go on and on(Like yesterdays blog...)

And I will do interesting things/write about interesting things from now on!

I want you guys to ENJOY this blog, Not just read it since I'm posting it! So Please take these first days(Week) In account that I never do anything like this EVER.

Lovez you guys. <3

Also Allie, Sometimes you hurt me.

you hurt me so bad in my heart area..

"What I love" a post full of bad spelling, Grammer mistakes, And me going crazy.

I'm so lazy and tired at the moment, And it's 11 soo..I need to
write this now! (Stupid busy day..)

So when asking what I should talk about today, Silvia said "Write
about things that make you happy" Which is interesting seeing as
today I've had alot of thinking to do about what really makes me
happy! You may leave now...

So what makes Jessie happy?

HARRY POTTER! HP has always been in my life, But these past few
months it's become much of my life, Everytime I see something
HP anywhere I just have so much happyness inside me.

Buffy! I've not watched buffy for awhile now(Though I've seen
the whole series) But I watched a episode on MM today and I kinda
freaked out, Remembering how awsome that show is..And now I'm
listening to "Once more, With feeling" is just making me fangirl. xD

All right...
REPO THE GENETIC OPERA, GORILLAZ, ALL CAPS, NBC, MONTY PYHTON,
A SEIRES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS, CIRQUE DU FREAK, DR HORRIBLE,
GLEE, THE OFFICE, READING, SHEEP, HARVEST MOON, ZELDA, WALKING
AND SIMS AND JUST!!

Alright Jessie calm down..

But no! I love what I love! who cares if it's "Nerdy" Or it makes me
a "loser" To like this stuff and not all this other stuff?(Drinking,
A boyfriend, Hanging out with friends for no reason..) This is who
I am! This is what I love! It's not hurting anyone and anyone
who judges me based on this fact is just that! Someone who
judges me, And I don't have to give a damn about them do I?
I am who I am and screw anyone who gives me crap about it!
I love so much! The only things I hate is control and hate(Uhh..
I know I just contradicted myself..)

I guess what I'm trying to say is, If you love it, And it hurts
no one...Then it's not wrong! If I wanna sit here watching
Buffy and playing zelda then..That's who I am! I love it, This is
what I love about the world! This is what makes me...me!

<3 Be who you are, You can be as fuggly as you want to be, As
long as you hurt no one else and be kind to yourself and do
what makes you happy then..You are a perfect person! I hope
all of you reading this just take a minute and think about what
you love..Since thats what makes you so wonderfull, Since when
you have what you love then you will help other people find love,
When you are happy then FINALLY you can give others what they want,

And if you're not happy? Then you can also help people..Give them
what you don't have and you will find thats what makes you happy and
thats what you love!

Love what you love, Do what makes you happy(As long as your not
hurting yourself or others) And just be..Happy. :)

...I just typed this all out vary fastly and it's just a giant
ramble of words and me going crazy...:D Yay for 11:30 writing!!

And yes, I also love my family(Who I am so close to..I just
realised today how close I am..)

And I love you guys...I've never felt this accepted in my life,
I know it's silly! Being so effacted by people online and just
typing words..But thoses texts mean more to me then alot
of what my friends say, You guys are amazing and you'll never
know how much you've helped me. <3 I love you guys.


YAY FOR CRAZYNESS!!!!!!! =D And if you've read ^ that mess
you get a Chocolate banana pancake muffin..(Homemade by me)

And I also wanna say how Allie has helped me. :) When dealing with girls my age
who seem to get annoyed by me..It's just nice to have someone my age who (I think..)
Likes talking to me and who I have fun with! Allie, Even though I might be a little
meaner to you(though I am a mean person) And not pay as much attention to you..I really like you and think you are a awsome person. <3 (This is very much meant not
to be creepy..)

<3

Wind waker is AWSOME.

OH! I did stuff today..0.o Too bad all that stuff is boring!!

I'm reading, It's been a while since I've read a book that ISN'T
Harry potter, And hopefully I'll have that done tomorrow so I can
start reading theif lord and get all those books done! (Then
demonata, The hoobit, And Pride prejudice and zombies) Since
you people are so interested in what I read. :)

I was gonna write about what I wanna do when I get older(And ask
you guys the same thing), But I'm not in a writing mood today,
So it will just kinda..suck! So I'll just talk about random stuff
about random people!

Mom says we will get doctor who season 2 soon, Since I'm whining
about it, And since I watched that video Justine posted I've been
being even more whiny! I also now wanna rewatch Mighty boosh(Noel <3)
Ohh I love british TV! Mom was talking about how we should vist
england when we get older, And I was like "WE SHOULD GO TO BBC"
She laughed at me meanly...
I'm getting so excited! Michaels is getting their Halloween stuff
out, And I love looking at that stuff, Not buying it just..looking.

I keep listening to "Game on" From the guild and I'm just getting
readdicted to that show, Ohh Felicia Day why do you have too be
so awsome? It makes me wanna get back into WoW(Well I played before
but..sucky) Also Wind waker rocks and I don't care what
ANYONE SAYS *Looks at Zelda wind waker shirt with glee* I could go on about
how awsome this game is for hours...I've almost beat it!

So what I've noticed is taht alot of people are mentioning me
in their blogs, And I just wanna say that everytime time you guys
do..It just makes me so happy! I almost squealed when Allie said
my name in her vlog(Like..3times?!?) Its just like..Oh my god people
know I exist?!? What is this witchery! And people are reading this
as well!? You guys ARE SO AWSOME! Thank you so much! =D

So bye guys, Tomorrows blog will be much more better and interesting.

books! books! books!

Another day and nothing to blog about! My days are just not that interesting, It's not like I'm some superhero Nun who saves the lives of civilians with my sidekick puppy sized elephant(name-Florence) well "Sunday morning creeping like a nun" Plays in the background repeating and repeating till the head of that pesky hogwarts jaguar
explodes.

Since that would be super awsome and my days are not..super awsome. ANYWAYS!!

Now if you paid attention to my blog yesterday and didn't just skim through it (I'm looking at you Allie), You'd see that I started doing this 30 books challenge for the rest of the year, Since I missed the yearly one(I'll do that next year).
So what I'm doing now is reading 35 books, So thats 7 books a month~
And that means I have a job for all you people! I need book suggesting, I already have August all set, And I found out that my libary has almost all of John greens books and the hunger games! But I still need suggesting so go to the commenty comments and do that! Since comments make me super happy(Too happy..Like I need help happy).

In sad things news, Dr.who season 2 is NOWHERE! We can't find it anywhere and the shop that normaly has it only has season 3! So..Ugggh! And just when I was getting into it. ;-;

So one more thing before I go, Sorry for my crazy and annoyingness last night on skypechat! This is what happens when I really need sleep and activites in the day (See first part of blog), Just letting you guys know! Oh, And Hi to the 3-6 people who are reading this right now! Alright next time I'll talk about the future, but Kimberly already kinda wrote a thing like that today so... that will be tomorrows fun fun times!

Goodbye my friends!~

I'm going crazy

Yet another day, And nothing to blog about, I watched Dr.Who today and...Nothing else! So I'm just gonna ramble on...Have fun people who are reading this!

I've snapped, I've decided to read 25 books(Or maybe 30) by the end of the year! Then seeing how hard it is to read that many I'll see if I wanna do the 50(Or If I'm super crazy) 100 book challenge, So add that with violin, video games and TV series I need to watch..I'm in for a couple of busy months! I'm gonna be buying alot of books(Alot of John green books!)

actually filling my life up with hobbies sounds good for where I am in life, Since my count of RL friends might drop soon, Lets just say that when people stop understanding you and somewhat reject you, It might be good to move on in your life, It's like that video Allie posted, It's okay to be "alone" (Not that I'm really alone..) But when people start making you feel bad you need to find what makes you happy! Whitch for me is Reading, Video games, Music and Arts!

I also have you guys! I feel so happy when I talk to you guys and I hope we still have these awsome chats in the future, These skype chats are helping me so much right now, Thanks guys, I'm so happy and just...Excited for the future when I've been so down for the past couple months, I say it again thanks you guys!

I think my next blog I'll talk about Dun dun dunn the future!!!

Me talking about myself and going on..

Alright I've rewritten and rewritten and..Well now I'm just gonna
talk about myself! I'm so sorry!
I'm not used to people paying attention too me(Not that I've ever
minded...), So if someone is reading this, THANK YOU!

I'm really a big noob, I'm new to the Harry potter fandom(But I've
always loved HP just never been obsessed fan like I am now) I just
started playing Violin and Piano, I just started reading books(Yes
you just read that right) Books two and ahalf years ago, I'm new
to the HPA and a newly appointed Nun.

One thing thats just..Amazing is that I've met so many awsome people,
I think my disconncectedness with others who love Harry potter and
nerdness has made me think that I'm the only one who believes
that Stories and how we act can affect the world and those around us,
Also to find people who..Seem to like me? And want me to be around?
(Uh...Hopefully this is true or I'm making a big fool of myself),
When all your so called "RL" Friends treat you like a disposable camera,
Finding people who know what you're talking about and being equelly
creepy is so awsome, I think I'm just scared everyone is secertly
annoyed by me and is just letting me into the chats from pitty. xD

ANYWAYS Lets just ignore that akwardness that is ^ that..

I'm keeping this short so I have more stuff to write about tomorrow,
Since I'm doing this I plan on making my life interesting this
August and hopefully I'll become more interesting as well!
I'll get better at this I promise! And if some of you(Or just one)
still like me by the end of this I'll be amazed!

Hugs and butterfly kissed if you read all of this! I'm sorry for the
horrible grammer and spelling!

See you tomorrow!!!

Ps: Comments are not needed thank you...

Favourite skype qoute of the day - EVERYONE STOP WHAT THEY ARE DOING! WHERE IS MY RUG HOOK?
(Alright not a "qoute" but I love it.